Post by reynard on May 1, 2012 15:26:02 GMT -6
Entry 1
I have friends. Sort of. Associates might be a better word but...point remains the same. I have friends. People I care about, that I like speaking to and spending time with. And they seem to be able to put up with me which is great. U0hPVyBUSEVNIFdITyBZT1UgUkVBTExZIEFSRS4= It's...weird. It shouldn't be but, it is. I'm used to being alone. Been good with the alone for awhile. But they're starting to make it hard to enjoy that anymore. Then again. Maybe it's a good thing? V0lMTCBZT1UgU1RJTEwgSEFWRSBGUklFTkRTIE9OQ0UgVEhFWSBLTk9XIFdIQVQgWU9VJ1ZFIERPTkU/
Still, it's not a good thing, I mean considering the circumstances. They're in danger now, and I really really don't feel like dealing with the guilt. SVQgU1RPUFMgV0hFTiBZT1UgR0lWRSBJTi4= So now I have to make sure I look out for them as best I can. SEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEE=
One of them is interesting though. She actually seems to know about this sort of thing and possibly how to deal with this thing. Tk8gREFOSUtBLiAgU0hFIERPRVNOJ1Qu I hope so. Would be a great to figure out a way to get rid of this whole...problem. Not just for me but for everyone else who's being stalked.
So what else...not much really. Memories been okay for the most part. QVJFIFlPVSBTVVJFPw== And there haven't been any run ins since the last one with her. It's a nice break though. Chance to regain a bit of sanity. QSBDT01QTEVURSBJTExVU0lPTi4= Anyway I figure I should enjoy it while it lasts. Tk9UIFRPTyBMT05HLg== Hell maybe I'll even have time to do something fun for a while. Pick up some new reading material or something like that.
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I have friends. Sort of. Associates might be a better word but...point remains the same. I have friends. People I care about, that I like speaking to and spending time with. And they seem to be able to put up with me which is great. U0hPVyBUSEVNIFdITyBZT1UgUkVBTExZIEFSRS4= It's...weird. It shouldn't be but, it is. I'm used to being alone. Been good with the alone for awhile. But they're starting to make it hard to enjoy that anymore. Then again. Maybe it's a good thing? V0lMTCBZT1UgU1RJTEwgSEFWRSBGUklFTkRTIE9OQ0UgVEhFWSBLTk9XIFdIQVQgWU9VJ1ZFIERPTkU/
Still, it's not a good thing, I mean considering the circumstances. They're in danger now, and I really really don't feel like dealing with the guilt. SVQgU1RPUFMgV0hFTiBZT1UgR0lWRSBJTi4= So now I have to make sure I look out for them as best I can. SEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEEgSEE=
One of them is interesting though. She actually seems to know about this sort of thing and possibly how to deal with this thing. Tk8gREFOSUtBLiAgU0hFIERPRVNOJ1Qu I hope so. Would be a great to figure out a way to get rid of this whole...problem. Not just for me but for everyone else who's being stalked.
So what else...not much really. Memories been okay for the most part. QVJFIFlPVSBTVVJFPw== And there haven't been any run ins since the last one with her. It's a nice break though. Chance to regain a bit of sanity. QSBDT01QTEVURSBJTExVU0lPTi4= Anyway I figure I should enjoy it while it lasts. Tk9UIFRPTyBMT05HLg== Hell maybe I'll even have time to do something fun for a while. Pick up some new reading material or something like that.
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