Post by LOGAN MALACHY MONROE on Feb 4, 2013 8:45:39 GMT -6
logan m a l a c h y monroe
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All night hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on, feeling like I'm headed for a break down, and I don't know why. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell.
Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things
[/color][/font]Baby take my hand, don't fear the reaper. And she ran to him, then they started to fly.
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Are You There God? It's Me, Dean Winchester
[/color][/font]Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you're done. Lay your weary head to rest.[/center]
Name Meaning[/color]: 'From the Hollow' 'My messenger' 'From the Hill'
Sex[/color]: male
Age[/color]: 32
Sexual Orientation[/color]: straight
Ethnicity[/color]: caucasian
Species[/color]: werewolf
Canon or Original[/color]: original
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The Usual Suspects And What Should Never Be
[/color][/font]Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my soul. Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my bones.[/center]
Hair[/color]: medium brown, messy curls, a little longer than he would consider 'short hair'
Height & Weight[/color]: 6'0, 185 lbs.
Body Type[/color]: Muscular and toned, but slender not quite like his baby brother.
Distinguishing Features[/color]: tattoo on his back above his right shoulder blade.
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It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester
[/color][/font]I see the bad moon arising. Don't go around tonight, well its bound to take your life.[/i][/center]
Dislikes[/color]: Hunters, liars, Brady
Strength[/color]: fighting, ability to have brady suppress memories
Weaknesses[/color]: Family, women, his mind, a full moon.
Fears[/color]: Remembering the horrible things he's done. Never finding his only family, never getting vengeance for the loss of his parents
Secrets[/color]: Is on the quest to find his llost brother.
Habits/Quirks[/color]: loves to throw darts and never misses
Overall Personality/Appearance[/color]: Logan and Brady are two very and extremely different sides of one man. Sometimes, if he'd having a good day he's funny, considerate, a little sarcastic, a little skeptic. On his darker days, he's rude, vicious, sarcastically cruel and dangerous, he severely lacks the capability to allowed weakness in others because he doesn't allow it in himself, this is the side of himself he calls Brady.
More recently, as he allowed his wolf side to become his second personality, his other two have been slowly merging so there are less discrepancies, less blackouts and less memory lapses. It's almost as though his wolfgenes are somehow curing his mental illness, or making his mind connect them both, which is dangerous. Loyalty is important to him and so is family. Wolves are pack creatures by nature and with his parents gone, his estranged and missing brother is his only key to getting a pack mentality back, so this goal drives him.
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There Is A Monster At The End Of The Book
[/color][/font]You're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. You know that you are.[/center]
Current Residence[/color]: Cabin in the Woods, Michegan, USA
Mothers Name[/color]: Christine Monroe (deceased)
Fathers Name[/color]: Malachy Monroe (Missing)
Siblings[/color]: Dastan Gerard Riley (unknown)
Other[/color]: Niece: Messier Riley (unknown)
Overall History[/color]: Logan Monroe was born different than most people. He was born to a long line of werewolves that, unlike their counterparts were not created but rather already existed. His parents were pretty average, considering the big secretive lifestyle they kept hidden on a full moon. He grew up in St. John's, Newfoundland, Canada right on the coast, accent and all. He lived a relatively happy childhood, though every full moon he was thrown in the basement and locked up. He never understood why. The truth was his parents were keeping him safe knowing that they were going to turn, and knowing he was too young still. It perhaps wasn't their best solution but it was the only way they could assure they didn't hurt him, or he didn't wander off while they were hunting.
It was these repetitive events that triggered his Disassociative Identity Disorder, or Multiple Personality Disorder. As a coping mechanism of dealing with being left alone and afraid his mind developed another identity to keep him company. The only problem was this other self was not exactly the nicest person, and the older Logan got the harder it became for him to keep control on when his 'friend' would take over, It used to be just once a month when the moon would change but as each year passed it became more and more often until it began an event, something would change in the look in his eyes and sweet young Logan would suddenly became a holy terror, eventually he would identify himself in this state as 'Brady'. He would never remember the episodes but he knew, somehow that Brady was always there, sitting in the back of his mind, waiting to take control of a situation he thought Logan couldn't handle.
His other personality was violent, dangerous and when his mother accidentally became pregnant again his parents knew they had no other solution to protect their youngest child than to give him away, somewhere his brother would never find him, somewhere he would be safe. So, almost immediately after he was born, Logan's father took the baby several provinces over and after doing some investigating found a family he knew would keep both his sons safe.
By the time he turned 12 his parents told him the truth of his 'heritage' of what he was going to be preparing for in the coming years and what it meant for him to have to hunt. All Logan could think about was the fact that it meant another side of himself....three versions and he wasn't sure how much more of that he could handle. As he grew into his teenage years and beyond, hunting was easy, second nature nearly, but on his 18th birthday he returned from a hunt to find the home had been found by hunters, his mother, murdered at their hands and his father...missing, no where to be found.
It was this event that really changed Logan, his personalities... rather than staying completely separate merged so that anger was constantly present in him all the time. There were still moments, where he could shift entirely one way or another as far as his mood was concerned, occasionally still moments where his memory would falter, especially on nights of change. Eventually, without his parents around, he moved from Newfoundland, the Island Province was far too isolated, to easy to be noticed, he was surprised his parents had lasted there as long as they had.
He vaguely remembered the existence of his brother but he had no idea where his parents had sent him. Now that he was alone, he knew it was important to find him, family was everything and he was in control enough of himself now that he wouldn't hurt his brother...or at least he didn't think that he would. So, he spent the next decade or so searching, scouring the papers for an suspicious activity, unexplained deaths that could have been linked to someone like him, but the few wolves he had come across in his life time were not his brother... they weren't anything like him, they were all changed.
The frustration grew and eventually he settled down in Michegan hoping that somehow if he settled into some form of a life there eventually his brother might find him. So, hauled up in a cabin in the woods Logan made his life. It was easier than way to cover up his kills in a secluded place, which were few and far between. He never denied himself what he was... when the moon rose he let his instincts take over and waking up covered in blood was just another excuse for 'Brady' to seize a little more control and darker logic took over.
He tracked and killed mostly hunters, though he never turned them, he wasn't even sure if it was possible, but he did know that his hate for what they had done to his parents ran deep and each and every one of them that came across his path was going to pay with their lives.
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Dream A Little Dream Of Me, Bloody Mary
[/color][/font]I never meant to be so bad to you, one thing I said that I would never do.[/center]
Honestly, if he heard 'Are you Irish?' one more time he was going to let Brady have full reign of tonight and just home he didn't kill anyone with witnesses. Yes, technically he was Irish, of descent at least but his accent was Newfoudland, it was amazing the amount of people who couldn't tell the difference though he himself thought it was pretty clear. Some might have pegged him with a 'drinking problem' but if they only knew the things he had to keep at bay and maybe they wouldn't be a lot more supportive of trying to make himself pass out.
Most of his dark deeds were... forgotten, suppressed in the back of his mind as to not tarnish himself but he'd seen the aftermaths... Brady may have been the one to do them but Logan was the one who woke up covered in blood, or beaten near death himself. If he passed out neither of them could have control, it was usually the best solution.
As he took another sip of his whiskey his phone rang and he paused for a moment in surprise. It was a rare event when he got a call, he just kept the for emergencies and in case those few he did still have contact with ever needed to get a hold of him. "whaddya at?" he answered, homes way of saying 'what is it that you're doing, or in a more modern translation 'hey what's up'. He stopped and listened...silence on the other end and the feeling made the hairs on the back of his neck stand.
"Look here b'y ...bout half cut, so you best be out with it" he said hoping maybe the person just hadn't heard him. There was something...bad about a silence phone line. It was just... inexplicably creepy, like something from a bad horror film and his life was already a bad horror film he didn't need any more of that. Was this a joke? He could feel his temper rising so he just hung up the phone and knocked the rest of his drink back. "Ye know... just leave the bottle" he told him.
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
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now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
He'd have to come after you with a stick. It wouldn't be pretty,
now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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